Faded Memories

okay, quickie update...I have old pics to post, but that'll have to wait for the weekend x_x

I am made of fail:
still undecided on whether or not I broke my toe, lol. I accidentally kicked the corner of the fridge about a week or so ago and my toe was NOT happy.

Kristy said she thinks it's broke; Brian said it wasn't...I'm beginning to think Brian might be right, cause I'm pretty sure a broke toe would hurt longer than this did:P

DNFUCKING WANT TORNADOES!!!:

okay, to make this quick and easy, doing this partly convo-ish style:

Sunday night: us = severe thunderstorm warning + tornado watch
Brian went to park the van in one of the storage units to protect it from hail damage, and while he was out doing that, Kristy stepped outside to smoke and wait for him. (I forget what I was doing, but I was in the kitchen and I heard Kristy call me.

Kristy: "If I say grab the kids...GRAB THE KIDS!"
Me: um....okay...why, what's wrong?
Kristy: I think that's a fucking tornado!
Me: WHAT?! *runs looks*
Kristy: *points* That looks like a fucking TORNADO!
Me: ...fuck.


I cleaned out the closet in Kristy's room and piled couch cushions, my mp3 player (with radio), flashlights, and our e-readers (to keep updated on the storm in case we had to bunker down), my phone and blankets.

then I was trying to figure out how to make sure Koda would go to the closet if we needed her to without fighting or freaking out, and..well, I r smrt:D

she was still awake through all this, so I went over and told her "we might be playing hide-and-seek in a lil bit, if mommy says it's okay, and I know the PERFECT place to hide~ So if mommy says we can play, I'll come in and get you and baby brother, and we'll all go hide, okay?"

it worked, so yay for that, lol, but even MORE yay...the funnel cloud went back up:D as far as we know of, it never touched ground, so it wasn't officially a tornado, but it was damn near close enough for me. -_-*

we were also apparently the only ones that noticed it...well, Denise said she thought she saw something, but wasn't sure, so we might have one other person, but either way, NOT happy.

I ended up barely sleeping at ALL that night. I told Kristy that I had barely slept and asked if she could come home when Denise came into work so I could try and get a cat nap. She wasn't happy, but she understood that I had been too jumpy to sleep that night and was glad that I told her instead of just playing it off, so she came home and I napped from about 11 til 2 *_*

she kinda pissed me off afterwards though...I get weather alerts on my phone for severe stuff, and when I woke up, there was a severe thunderstorm warning, so I got on the comp just long enough to check the weather/radar, and then went to get my "inside" clothes on. (Brian's allergic to the cats, so I have to change clothes going from my room to the house -_-*)

she asked if I got any sleep, told her yes, and then she says "uh-huh...you were playing on your computer."



...I used to go a couple days with very little sleep and still be able to function properly...if I'm tired enough to ask Kristy to stay home cause "I *NEED* sleep", I am NOT going to waste time fucking around on a computer. I am going to get my ass in my BED and take a dhfsk damn NAP like I SAID I was gonna do!


GAH.


...okay, and now, goodnight:D

I FOUND MY PLAYSTATION 2:D:D:D
AND my xenosaga games:D Now I just need controllers
and I want Final Fantasy 10 & 12 *_*

...I'm a dorky amount of happy right now, rofl.

went shopping (needed new shoes:S all I had were sandals, and I was NOT going to wear THOSE to a concert x_x) and found some treasures, lol.

♥ book: Memoirs of a Geisha
I saw the movie, but when I talked to Alexy about it, she told me some stuff from the book that the movie doesn't go into, so now I'm gonna go for the full story, lol. I have an hour and a half delay in Dallas, so I figure it'll give me something to do^_^;;

♥ book: The Three Musketeers
it's actually a mini version of the book, with lil illustrations here and there...I had a copy like this when I was younger, so when I saw this one, I snatched it up to read to Koda^_^;;

♥ record: Neal Diamond - Headed for the Future
present for mom, lol.

what's kinda funny is, I called her to see if she had ever bought the record player she had planned on getting, only to be told that NO, she doesn't have a new record player, and instead, in fact, has MY old one. -_-*
now, granted, it WAS her's and dad's first, but mom let me have it after dad died, so me = a lil peeved. Especially since I don't recall giving it back to her. -_-* I gave her the old records she had ASKED for, but I don't remember anything about my player >.<;;

so yeah. grr.

♥ shoes
I PREFER high top boot like shoes, but the cheapest pair I found online were like $40 x_x soooo I went to payless. The shoes have pink on them, but it's not much, and I like them, lol.
reason this counts as a treasure: the shoes were marked $27.99. When they were rung up, they were $15. They weren't marked as 'on sale', but I sure as hell wasn't gonna argue, lol.
Now I just gotta break them in before the concert so I don't limp home, rofl.

♥ perfume: Love Struck
♥ perfume: Strawberries and Champagne

...they were cheap, but they smell good *_*

*twirls a lil*

yeah, a ridiculous amount of happy, rofl.

oh, and I have someone that will be staying with me at the hotel...Saturday night, anyway. she needed a room, was willing to split the cost with someone...I have a room with two beds, and I only need one:P

*dances a lil more*

I LEAVE IN 21 HOURS!

Houston trip
• buy concert ticket
• book hotel room
• buy bus ticket
• find replacement babysitter

...shut up, I'm excited.

a lil sheepish/guilty too though...the only songs I have are:
my mp3
adjust the love
hey girl
body talk
change the world
paparats
reset
christmas morning
hallelujah
INP
keep it up


anyone wanna share some download links? :S

*sighs*

I dun remember if I ever posted this before, but a couple years ago, when I was trying to sleep, all of a sudden "six twenty-four" popped into my head.

first thing I thought was that it was just what time it was. looked at the clock, and it was no where near that.

the second was 6/24...the date, and for some friggen reason, it just stuck in my head that I was gonna die on that day.

I even set my phone reminder for midnight and titled the reminder: "still alive?"

I didn't think about it last year, but this year...a couple days ago, I suddenly got the urge to tell Kristy, and now I can't get it out of my head.

I think part of this is all cause of the way my left arm went wonky on me last month. it doesn't help that it went REALLY wonky on my LAST NIGHT either. damn thing started going numb, and then right below my ribcage started hurting, and then the middle of my back, right between my shoulderblades.

looked up possible causes for things like that, and oh wonderful...

(stuff in bold is what I've had so far)

CLASSIC SYMPTOMS
Squeezing chest pain or pressure
Shortness of breath
Sweating
Tightness in chest
Pain spreading to shoulders, neck or arm

MORE LIKELY IN WOMEN
Indigestion or gas-like pain
Dizziness, nausea or vomiting
Unexplained weakness, fatigue
Discomfort/pain between shoulder blades
Recurring chest discomfort
Sense of impending doom

also, in my last post about the arm numbness...I said that if WAS my heart, that I would probably already be dead by now, but then I found this:
"Women's Heart Attack Symptoms Different from Men's
Symptoms may appear up to a month before attack"


it'll be the 24th in a lil less than 2.5 hours. I'm sooo not happy.


on the other hand:
bigfish sent me another game to beta:D

AND (and this is the awesomelyawesomeofallawesomeness part):
JIN IS COMING TO TEXAS!

yeah yeah yeah, I'm a KAT-TUN fan, not a JIN-only fan, but this maybe the closest I get to seeing ANY of them live, so screw it.

1 > 0

he'll be in houston, which is a good 2-4 hour drive, but I'm hoping there'll be other people up this way that maybe we can all carpool/hotel room together if need be~

*crosses fingers some and does a lil dance*

dammit, I have to live past tomorrow or I'm gonna be pissed...course then again, I WOULD be able to see the show for free then :X

*runs*


oh, and don't try to call my cell:S I couldn't reup my plan this month cause of my sister's dickiness. that story will come later:P....I hope:S

...I'm happy, but I HATE EARTHQUAKES!!

...yeah.

LA trip, cut for length~

( fly me to the moon and back~ )

oh oh oh, and Jac is double awesome, rofl...she brought me snacks and henna and a stuffed panda with an evil looking smile XD and she was able to put up with me the entire trip...she should get an award for that alone:P

...I love my friends.


to those who haven't seen the news yet, Yunho from DBSK is going to be in LA sometime in the beginning of march.


I was supposed to fly out to LA at the beginning of March to visit Jinru and Jac, but the plane tickets cost over 300$, and I would've had to pay this woman 100+$ a day to work in the office so Kristy could stay home with the kids while I was gone. Between those two, I'd have no money left over for food, drinks, anything I needed for my pets when I got home, etc etc, and they had thought that Brian needed to go back to Alabama for a lil bit during that time too, so the idea was scrapped.

enter a wonderful friend (aka: jinru): if all goes well, she's going to book the plane ticket for me, and then I'll pay her back for it. ALSO, the woman that had said she'd work in the office took on a full time job, so she can't help anymore, BUT Kristy found a woman who is willing to babysit the kids for TWO days for 100$, so...*_*

so far everything seems to be going okay, but I keep waiting for something to fall through:(

and before anyone starts on me, I'm not expecting to see him while I'm there. the chance is like 1 in a million, if even THAT good. and I'm not planning on stalking either (though I can't say that mi shilen don't have it in THEIR plans;) ), lol. fans are too scary for all that:P

...I'm...*_*

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I love my friends ;_; *_* ♥x more numbers than there are words for~